My Passaway Trip

I have Carpulltunnel and Nerve Problems in both my hands and I have for awhile now. Its gotten way worse and I started dropping things at work. Im a waitress so thats really bad. Last night I couldn't stand the pain any longer so I called the on call nurse for my doctor and she said to go to the ER right away. When I got there they said there wasn't much they could do for me but give me some pain meds. After the doctor leaves the nurse comes in to give me my pain meds.....IT IS A SHOT. Guess where that shot has to go.....MY ASS!!!! I HATE needles so i was freaked out. Thank god my best friend was there with me. It didn't hurt when it went in but once that medicine went it it burned like fire. I felt like they were shooting fire into my ass. When she was done and left I stood up and omg couldn't feel my leg it hurt so bad from the shot. I get a shot of 60mg of Tramadol. It sucked. She gave me a script so I could have pain meds till I went and saw my doctor. It was 50mg of Tramadol. She said I should be ok with taking it at work. We would see. Within 30mins I was messed up bad and it just got way worse. It was so weird I couldn't walk and I was really loopy. But what was cool was I couldn't feel anything. It was nice. I finally got everything done I needed to get done and went to bed. I woke up and felt like crap i was still a little messed up and I felt like I hadn't slept at all. I took another hoping that i would be ok at work. I went into work and told my boss what was up just incase. Low and behold within 30mins I was messed up and trying to wait on tables. Not a good thing. I couldn't feel anything and that didn't help at all. Luckily we were slow so my boss was ok with me going home. So now i'm going to take half a pill every night until I get to my doctor. Hopefully Thursday or Friday. Then ill be able to set up my appointments for my nerve doctor and my surgery which will suck. Ugh well I think thats about it. Thank you so much baby (Michael) for being here for me and standing by me threw this whole thing.