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I used to think as I looked at the Hollywood night, 'there must be thousands of girls sitting alone like me, dreaming of becoming a movie star. But I'm not going to worry about them. I'm dreaming the hardest.'
~Marilyn Monroe

Saturday, November 28, 2009


Thanksgiving 2009
So this Thanksgiving I went to Michael's sisters house. Everyone was there and boy did we have a feast. I ate so much I thought I was gonna burst. It was so much fun meeting his family. I was really nervous at first but after we got there I calmed down a lot. Everyone is so nice and welcoming. I tried to help out in the kitchen as much as I could so I sat in the kitchen and peeled potatoes and chopped them while the boys played the Wii. I felt just like I was at my own family Thanksgiving. It was really nice to feel at home. His family is so funny and laid back. Everyone interacted with me like they had known me all there lives and I was just another person in the family. After we had stuffed ourselves and couldn't eat anymore if we tired. We packed up the food and went to Michael's Step-dad Mark's Dad's house. They are very nice people and also made me feel welcome. While I was there I found out that apparently Mark and Michael's brother Josh have a horrible time walking up and down the stairs there cause they sure told me stories about falling down and up them. After that we went home. I was so tired I feel asleep in the car. Michael kept having to hold me up cause I kept sliding off his shoulder. When we got back to his house his mom asked me if I was spending the night and I said yes (in my head YES YES YES YES SWEET I GET TO SPEND THE NIGHT LOL). A little later Mark decided he needed a hammer for today so Mark, Josh, Michael, and me headed to the on and only Wal*Mart. On the way back Mark asked Michael if he had asked his mom if I could spend the night. I pipped up and said she already asked me if I was. It became dead silent as all three of them picked there chins off the floor. Apparently that was a HUGE thing that she said I could because that NEVER has happened before. I whispered to Michael that I think his mom likes me and he agreed. When we got home Mark and his mom went to bed and us three stayed up and played NCAA and boy did I suck at it. Michael had to let me win just so I could score a touchdown. It was funny.
We had to wake up at 7:30 and boy was it hard. We had to go over to his sisters Liz's house to watch her  two kids and his other sisters kid. They are all three little angels and we really easy to watch. We cooked them eggs sausage and biscuits. One of the boys decided he wanted red eggs so we put the food coloring in and watched them turn orange. I ended up falling asleep and took a 4hour nap. It was nice lol.  After we were done babysitting we went back to his house and just laid around till I had to leave. On the way home I decided I'd stop by my mom's house and wish her a happy birthday cause it is her birthday today.      She told me some goodness while I was there. She is letting Naomi and me pick out whatever we want for the Avon books and she is paying for it because she needs to met a certain goal and needs one more person to sign up and put and order in so its us. Christmas shopping is gonna be easy and cheap for me this year. Im excited.
Kinda dreading work tomorrow. Gotta get up early and go to a meeting about the new large party system at 9am ugh. Then Naomi and me have to figure out something to do till work at 11. Hopefully I make a bunch of money tomorrow cause I need it lol.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

My Passaway Trip


I have Carpulltunnel and Nerve Problems in both my hands and I have for awhile now. Its gotten way worse and I started dropping things at work. Im a waitress so thats really bad. Last night I couldn't stand the pain any longer so I called the on call nurse for my doctor and she said to go to the ER right away. When I got there they said there wasn't much they could do for me but give me some pain meds. After the doctor leaves the nurse comes in to give me my pain meds.....IT IS A SHOT. Guess where that shot has to go.....MY ASS!!!! I HATE needles so i was freaked out. Thank god my best friend was there with me. It didn't hurt when it went in but once that medicine went it it burned like fire. I felt like they were shooting fire into my ass. When she was done and left I stood up and omg couldn't feel my leg it hurt so bad from the shot. I get a shot of 60mg of Tramadol. It sucked. She gave me a script so I could have pain meds till I went and saw my doctor. It was 50mg of Tramadol. She said I should be ok with taking it at work. We would see. Within 30mins I was messed up bad and it just got way worse. It was so weird I couldn't walk and I was really loopy. But what was cool was I couldn't feel anything. It was nice. I finally got everything done I needed to get done and went to bed. I woke up and felt like crap i was still a little messed up and I felt like I hadn't slept at all. I took another hoping that i would be ok at work. I went into work and told my boss what was up just incase. Low and behold within 30mins I was messed up and trying to wait on tables. Not a good thing. I couldn't feel anything and that didn't help at all. Luckily we were slow so my boss was ok with me going home. So now i'm going to take half a pill every night until I get to my doctor. Hopefully Thursday or Friday. Then ill be able to set up my appointments for my nerve doctor and my surgery which will suck. Ugh well I think thats about it. Thank you so much baby (Michael) for being here for me and standing by me threw this whole thing.

Friday, November 20, 2009

General

So its finally done thanks to Jessica.  I wanted to start a blog because I don't have anytime to write everything down and i'm always on the net. So here I am writing my now second blog. Can't really think of much to write about. Played the Wii at Jessica's house today and man I got a work out I forgot how tiring it is. I hopefully am able to get on here and post more in my blogs. Im working on a cd for my amazing boyfriend Michael and so far its turing out pretty good surprisingly. Gonna get back to working on it still got awhile to go.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

The First One

So this is my first blog ever so its gonna take awhile to get the hang of. So I dont really have much to say just the fact that I cant figure out this darn thing out lol. Hopefully I get the hang of it. But dont worry I will be posting a lot of blogs.